Today I feel:
sad
frightened
lonely
angry
empty
unhappy
tired
frustrated
overwhelmed
Then I ran a very hot tub, turned off the lights, and meditated. I realized that it could be (and will be) worse, but for now OK. I realized that nothing MAJOR or DANGEROUS or INCURABLE or UNREPAIRABLE is happening or changing. I realized that the SUM TOTAL of it, almost ten years now, is what gets to me, PIECE by PIECE and at times PEACE by PEACE.
So now I am dried off and dressed. Writing. Feeling better. Thank you for asking!
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