FOR GREGORY. He was not a VICTIM of ALZHEIMER'S DISEASE, he was a HERO!

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Friday, September 18, 2015

The Case for "Living Beyond Dementia"

Again my friend in Australia, Kate Swaffer (who is living well beyond dementia) so accurately, articulately, if not eloquently states the case for living beyond a diagnosis of dementia. I share he current post here: CLICK HERE TO SEE POST

Tuesday, September 8, 2015

Where in the Hell is Matt?

These videos by Matt Harding are joyful and hopeful, as well as entertaining. In a world that seemingly continues to be a difficult place to live, we get to see that in so many ways we, each individual on earth, are all the SAME!



Check here to go to Matt's site:
http://www.wherethehellismatt.com

Monday, October 28, 2013

New Hope - But 10-15 Years Away



Largest Alzheimer’s study ever doubles the number of genes associated with the disease

By Tara Bahrampour,

In the largest-ever genetic analysis conducted on Alzheimer’s disease, an international group of researchers has identified 11 new genes associated with the disorder, doubling the number of known gene variants linked to it.

The International Genomic Alzheimer’s Project, a collaboration of two groups in the United States and two in Europe, scanned the DNA of 74,076 older volunteers from 15 countries — including people with and without the disease — to look for subtle gene variants involved in late-onset Alzheimer’s, the most common form.

The study, which appeared Sunday in Nature Genetics, provides additional evidence of the involvement of certain genes in Alzheimer’s, such as one connected to the abnormal accumulation of amyloid protein in the brain, which has been associated with the disease. It also finds new gene-related risk factors that may influence cell functions.

The 11 new genes join a growing list of known gene variants associated with late-onset Alzheimer’s. Until 2009, only one had been identified; with the new findings, the list reached 22.

The identification of so many new genes offers promising new avenues to finding drug therapies, said Gerard Schellenberg, a professor of pa­thol­ogy at the University of Pennsylvania and the head of the Alzheimer’s Disease Genetics Consortium, one of the participating U.S. groups.

“Not all are good drug targets, but the longer the list of genes that you know are implicated in a disease, the more likely you are to find one that might be a good candidate for a drug,” he said, adding that it could take 10 to 15 years to develop drug therapies based on the new findings.

The study, which was supported in part by the National Institute on Aging and other components of the National Institutes of Health, also identified 13 additional gene variants that it said merit further investigation.

Marilyn Miller, program director for the Genetics of Alzheimer’s Disease in the Division of Neuroscience at NIA, said the large scope of the study, with so many participants from so many countries, was key to its success in identifying so many new genes.

“Alzheimer’s is obviously a complex disease,” she said, “and because it is so complex, it is only because of this broad-based collaborative effort that we’ve been able to begin to find potential solutions to tackle the disease.”

© The Washington Post Company

Sunday, August 25, 2013

Renew

With  the  dawn  comes  a  new  day.

Monday, April 1, 2013

Ruined Men

The title of this BLOG is certainly ironic and inappropriate but there is a message in it. After several postponements due to snowy weather and poor driving conditions, Gregory and I finally got to Battle Creek to visit his family in time for Easter.

It was important not only to visit family, but especially to spend time with Mark, Gregory's brother who had a serious stroke a year ago Christmas and who is still only slowly recovering.

Mark is unable to swallow due to paralysis and therefore still has his tracheotomy, a feeding tube, and is unable to talk. Luckily he still is cognizant and able to write down his thoughts, questions, needs. While he gets around fairly well, he is certainly more feeble than he was before the stroke.

Gregory, as you know, has been traveling the Alzheimer's Journey for at least ten years that we know of, is unable to take care of himself and therefore dependent on me for most needs. He lacks the ability for the most part to use and/or understand language, has great difficulty in making the associations necessary to carry on daily life.

On the outside you wouldn't be able to tell that anything is wrong except that Gregory would seem very quiet and non-participatory. But when working with him you would soon find out his lacks.

So here we have two "Ruined Men" whose lifestyles certainly are nothing like they used to be before their illnesses. Mark a successful businessman, "go-getter," active in the community, hunter, sailor, intelligent, excellent father and husband, hands on kind of person and Gregory, his brother, Phi Beta Kappa at Harvard, high end successful well known architect and interior designer, close to concert pianist, intelligent, devoted lover and friend, hands on kind of person.

On arriving in Battle Creek and walking into Mark and Diane's home, when they saw each other and hugged with such affection and love, and didn't need to say a word except for the tears that welled up in their eyes, you realized that they were not "Ruined Men" at all but very much together in their humanity.

Through both of their severe, debilitating illnesses they are happy, content, hopeful, optimistic, joyful, and never forget how to say "I love you" to those around them. They wake up each morning looking forward to living life as fully as they are able and they go to bed at night having enjoyed the day.

Many times during the week end visit, you could find Gregory and Mark sitting quietly together, holding hands, looking into each others face and smiling, or just being together watching the TV or the family interactions and Easter meal preparations.

I think that both men might be more together, more content, and less ambitious than any of us in the rest of the family. Who is to say.

Wednesday, March 20, 2013

Hope & Fear

Besides good advice, I have highlighted why I so like Ms. Chödrön's advice.

March 20, 2013

WE CAN’T JUST JUMP OVER OURSELVES

Hope and fear come from feeling that we lack something; they come from a sense of poverty. We can’t simply relax with ourselves. We hold on to hope, and hope robs us of the present moment. We feel that someone else knows what’s going on, but that there’s something missing in us, and therefore something is lacking in our world.

Rather than letting our negativity get the better of us, 
we could acknowledge that right now we feel like a piece of shit and not be squeamish about taking a good look. That’s the compassionate thing to do. That’s the brave thing to do. We can’t just jump over ourselves as if we were not there. It’s better to take a straight look at all our hopes and fears. Then some kind of confidence in our basic sanity arises. 

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Monday, October 8, 2012

Dalai Lama

"Due to certain difficulties, if you completely lost your self-confidence, hope and will, then inevitably difficulty will continue and it will lead to real disaster. So it is very, very essential to keep hope and determination."

Friday, August 31, 2012

My Shoulders Hurt


The Atlas from Greek mythology, carried something very heavy, possibly the weight of the world, on his shoulders. This was a punishment that came down from Zeus, king of the Gods. Atlas' punishment was meant to last forever. It is often said that Atlas carried the world on his shoulders, but it might be more accurate to say he carried the heavens on his shoulder. It presents an interesting, insoluble puzzle to try to figure out where Atlas would have to stand to carry the world on his shoulders.


For the last two weeks, both of my shoulder rotator cuffs have "gone out."  The rotator cuff is made up of the muscles and tendons in your shoulder. These muscles and tendons connect your upper arm bone with your shoulder blade. They also help hold the ball of your upper arm bone firmly in your shoulder socket. The combination results in the greatest range of motion of any joint in your body.

Needless to say the range of motion has been quite limited and the pain encountered when going through daily life activities has increased. Vicodin helps me sleep. Massage and acupuncture will help over time. Exercises and not stressing the cuffs will help. But meanwhile, ouch!

When this happened I asked myself, "Why?" I did not injure myself or do any unusual heavy lifting. Maybe I slept wrong? I do believe that a person can bring an illness on himself but I have been doing so well with carrying both the weight of Gregory and my life, that I would like to think that I have not become jealous of Atlas.

Everything I have been doing in the last two weeks takes so much more energy, there is more that I cannot do, the fact that with Gregory's situation I have to "do it all" has become painfully apparent. Literally and figuratively. Atlas can carry the weight of the world (or the heavens) on his shoulders, all I ask for is to carry it for the two of us.

Friday, February 10, 2012

New Hope

Woa! It has been along time since I posted. Partly because we are getting ready to visit family & friends in TX and then on to MX for a month. I am sure I'll do a lot more posting then. Meanwhile, this article in the Wall Street Journal caught my attention. Very interesting. Will do a follow up post on the image of the mice.



The Wall Street Journal

New Attack on Alzheimer's

Cancer Drug Reverses Disease's Symptoms in Mice; Human Tests to Start Soon


A cancer drug quickly and dramatically improved brain function and social ability and restored the sense of smell in mice bred with a form of Alzheimer's disease, suggesting a new way to tackle the illness in people.

Alzheimer's is associated with the accumulation of protein fragments called amyloid-beta in the brain. The new research found that an existing skin-cancer drug called bexarotene cleared the protein in the brains of stricken mice within days. The study was published Thursday in the journal Science.

A skin-cancer drug has shown some success in treating Alzheimer's disease in mice, according to a study in Science. Stefanie Ilgenfritz has details on The News Hub.

Because bexarotene is known to be safe for treating skin cancer, "it might be worth trying in Alzheimer's patients as well," said Rada Koldamova, a neuroscientist who works on Alzheimer's at the University of Pittsburgh and wasn't involved in the study. However, she added, the drug's effectiveness against the brain malady would first have to be established in human trials. Test results in mice often don't pan out in humans.

Everyone's brain produces amyloid-beta protein, but while a healthy brain can efficiently remove the protein fragments, the brain of a person with Alzheimer's can't. The resulting buildup is believed to result in impaired learning and memory functions.

The disease is a growing problem, especially in aging societies, but no effective treatment has been found. The drugs used today work just for a short time and only relieve symptoms, instead of halting the disease. Over the years, drugs in about a half-dozen late-stage human trials have failed to make the cut.

In 2010, Eli Lilly & Co. abandoned a treatment that blocked an enzyme linked to amyloid formation after the drug appeared to worsen some patients' condition. Another technique, currently being tested in patients, is to reduce protein formation by triggering an immune response.

The new research, funded by a number of foundations, takes a completely different approach, said Gary Landreth, a neuroscientist at Case Western Reserve University in Cleveland and a co-author of the study. His team's method, he said, is to "help Mother Nature do what she normally does" in clearing amyloid fragments from the brain.
ALZHEIMER

Scientists know that a protein called ApoE acts as a sort of garbage-disposal unit, helping to degrade amyloid-beta proteins. Dr. Landreth figured that if he could get the brain to make more ApoE, the protein clearance would be enhanced.

He set his sights on bexarotene, an orally administered drug known to activate a protein that helps switch on the ApoE gene. In 2009, Dr. Landreth asked a newly minted postgraduate student in his lab to give the drug to some "Alzheimer mice." Three days later, the amyloid plaques in their brains had largely disappeared.

"It was unprecedented," Dr. Landreth recalled. "I initially thought she had screwed up."

In the Science report, Dr. Landreth and his colleagues describe similar tests done with over 100 mice. When the drug was fed to mice with Alzheimer-like symptoms, it quickly improved their cognitive, social and olfactory functions. Losing the sense of smell, a disorienting and often debilitating experience, can be one of the first signs of Alzheimer's in humans.

Healthy mice typically will gather tissue paper strewn around their cage and use it to make a nest. Alzheimer mice stop doing that. When the drug was given to diseased mice they made nests, a sign of cognitive improvement. The benefits lasted up to three months, at which stage the scientists stopped their observations because that was sufficient time to show the drug's effects weren't transitory.

It is widely believed that the memory problems seen in the affected mice and human Alzheimer patients are caused by small soluble forms of amyloid beta. The researchers found that within a mere six hours of getting the drug, soluble amyloid levels had dropped by 25%. This effect lasted for three days.
In the U.S., bexarotene is sold under the name Targretin, which is owned and marketed by Japan's Eisai Co. Patents on the drug—and hence its profitability—will start to expire this year, one reason drug companies may be reluctant to jump on bexarotene as a possible Alzheimer's treatment.
Dr. Landreth and a study co-author, Paige Cramer, are founding scientists of ReXceptor Inc., which has licensing options from Case Western to use bexarotene to treat Alzheimer's disease.

Bexarotene is a long way from being an approved Alzheimer's drug, or even being deemed ready for off-label use—when a doctor legally prescribes a drug for an unapproved use. As a first step, Dr. Landreth plans to start a safety trial in a dozen patients in the next few weeks.

He needs to figure out the right dose and duration of the treatment for prospective Alzheimer's patients, and judge the effects over several months. If all goes well, he hopes to engineer a version of the medicine that is more potent and works at a lower dose, to minimize any side effects.

Carl Wagner, an organic chemist at Arizona State University who is collaborating with Dr. Landreth on the project, said he had synthesized half a dozen such versions and was testing them.
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Sunday, January 1, 2012

Negative Thoughts

Life seems a facade.
Truth hidden and frail.
Each day more sadness 
Covered by my smiling veil.

What of optimism
Or of thoughts attracting thought?
Might it  be just a sham of hope 
That really serves for naught?

Even Love is not as strong
A cure-all as it used to be.
I wake with the sun, and begin again
Despair following me.








Saturday, January 15, 2011

Poetry

For some reason both Gregory and I have been drawn to poetry. I am not quite sure what he gets out of reading his poetry books but I find beauty, hope, understanding, explanations. Poetry deals with the essence. The words are carefully chosen, the images carefully drawn, the ideas carefull woven. For some reason recently, poetry has been talking to me. I wonder what it is saying to him.

Tuesday, December 28, 2010

Caregiver Affirmations

This is taken from the "Fearless Caregiver Newsletter," Thursday, November 18, 2010, Issue #8, www.caregiver.com and was written by "Joe in Illinois."

Caregiver Affirmations

I forgive myself and others, I live in trust for the future and I embrace this moment in life.

I take time to cherish myself, to enjoy life and to accept the support and company of others.

I accept the mystery of life and suffering; I know that the important gift I give is my healing love, and caring, listening presence.

I eat well, I exercise, I get enough sleep and I speak kindly to myself.

I keep a sense of humor and life life in gratefulness for all the small gifts of life, and I am open to my source of power beyond myself.

I set limits with people and make my own needs and feelings known to others.

I am a wonderful source of healing for those that I care for because I first love and care for myself.


Saturday, October 9, 2010

Let's Try This Again

"Every Day Is A New Day" may sound trite but it is an operative slogan for me. Very often, after Gregory and I have had a difficult exchange, or hour, or day … in the next exchange, or hour, or day things will seem back to normal. Each morning I awake refreshed and  hopeful and usually the day goes well … until the next difficult exchange, or hour, or day.

Friday, August 13, 2010

The New York Times, August 13, 2010

Rare Sharing of Data Leads to Progress on Alzheimer’s
The New York TImes
By Gina Kolata


In 2003, a group of scientists and executives from the National Institutes of Health, the Food and Drug Administration, the drug and medical-imaging industries, universities and nonprofit groups joined in a project that experts say had no precedent: a collaborative effort to find the biological markers that show the progression of Alzheimer’s disease in the human brain.


Now, the effort is bearing fruit with a wealth of recent scientific papers on the early diagnosis of Alzheimer’s using methods like PET scans and tests of spinal fluid. More than 100 studies are under way to test drugs that might slow or stop the disease.


And the collaboration is already serving as a model for similar efforts against Parkinson’s disease. A $40 million project to look for biomarkers for Parkinson’s, sponsored by the Michael J. Fox Foundation, plans to enroll 600 study subjects in the United States and Europe.


The work on Alzheimer’s “is the precedent,” said Holly Barkhymer, a spokeswoman for the foundation. “We’re really excited.”


The key to the Alzheimer’s project was an agreement as ambitious as its goal: not just to raise money, not just to do research on a vast scale, but also to share all the data, making every single finding public immediately, available to anyone with a computer anywhere in the world.


No one would own the data. No one could submit patent applications, though private companies would ultimately profit from any drugs or imaging tests developed as a result of the effort.


“It was unbelievable,” said Dr. John Q. Trojanowski, an Alzheimer’s researcher at the University of Pennsylvania. “It’s not science the way most of us have practiced it in our careers. But we all realized that we would never get biomarkers unless all of us parked our egos and intellectual-property noses outside the door and agreed that all of our data would be public immediately.”


Biomarkers are not necessarily definitive. It remains to be seen how many people who have them actually get the disease. But that is part of the research project.


The idea for the collaboration, known as ADNI, for Alzheimer’s Disease Neuroimaging Initiative, emerged about 10 years ago during a casual conversation in a car.


Neil S. Buckholtz, chief of the Dementias of Aging Branch at the National Institute on Aging, was in Indianapolis, and Dr. William Potter, a neuroscientist at Eli Lilly and his longtime friend, was driving him to the airport.


Dr. Potter had recently left the National Institutes of Health and he had been thinking about how to speed the glacial progress of Alzheimer’s drug research.


“We wanted to get out of what I called 19th-century drug development — give a drug and hope it does something,” Dr. Potter recalled in an interview on Thursday. “What was needed was to find some way of seeing what was happening in the brain as Alzheimer’s progressed and asking if experimental drugs could alter that progression.”


Scientists were looking for biomarkers, but they were not getting very far.


“The problem in the field was that you had many different scientists in many different universities doing their own research with their own patients and with their own methods,” said Dr. Michael W. Weiner of the San Francisco Department of Veterans Affairs, who directs ADNI. “Different people using different methods on different subjects in different places were getting different results, which is not surprising. What was needed was to get everyone together and to get a common data set.”


But that would require a huge effort. No company could do it alone, and neither could individual researchers. The project would require 800 subjects, some with normal memories, some with memory impairment, some with Alzheimer’s, who would be tested for possible biomarkers and followed for years to see whether these markers signaled the disease’s progression.


Suddenly, in the car as he drove Dr. Buckholtz to the airport, “everything just jelled,” Dr. Potter said, adding, “Maybe this was important enough to get people to work together and coordinate in a way that hadn’t been possible before.”


The idea, Dr. Buckholtz said, was that the government’s National Institutes of Health “could serve as an honest broker between the pharmaceutical industry and academia.”


Soon, Dr. Richard J. Hodes, the director of the National Institute on Aging, was on the phone with Dr. Steven M. Paul, a former scientific director at the National Institute of Mental Health who had recently left to head central-nervous-system research at Eli Lilly. Dr. Paul offered to ask other drug companies to raise money.


It turned out to be relatively easy to get companies to agree, Dr. Paul said. It had become clear that the problem of finding good diagnostic tools was huge and complex. “We were better off working together than individually,” he said.


A critical aspect of the project was the Foundation for the National Institutes of Health, which was set up by Congress to raise private funds on behalf of the institutes. Dr. Paul was on its board.


In the end, the National Institute on Aging agreed to pay $41 million, other institutes contributed $2.4 million, and 20 companies and two nonprofit groups contributed an additional $27 million to get the project going and sustain it for the first six years. Late last year, the institute contributed an additional $24 million and the foundation was working on a renewal of the project for another five years that would involve federal and private contributions of the same magnitude as the initial ones.


At first, the collaboration struck many scientists as worrisome — they would be giving up ownership of data, and anyone could use it, publish papers, maybe even misinterpret it and publish information that was wrong.


But Alzheimer’s researchers and drug companies realized they had little choice.


“Companies were caught in a prisoner’s dilemma,” said Dr. Jason Karlawish, an Alzheimer’s researcher at the University of Pennsylvania. “They all wanted to move the field forward, but no one wanted to take the risks of doing it.”


Many people look askance at collaborations with drug companies, and often that attitude is justified, Dr. Karlawish said.


But not in this case. To those who are skeptical, he says, “My answer to them is ‘get over it.’ ”


He went on: “This one makes sense. The development of reliable and valid measures of Alzheimer’s disease requires such large science with such limited returns on the investment that it was in no one company’s interest to pursue it.”


Companies as well as academic researchers are using the data. There have been more than 3,200 downloads of the entire massive data set and almost a million downloads of the data sets containing images from brain scans.


And Dr. Buckholtz says he is pleasantly surprised by the way things are turning out.


“We weren’t sure, frankly, how it would work out having data available to everyone,” he said. “But we felt that the good that could come out of it was overwhelming. And that’s what’s happened.”