This is the first year since Gregory and I met 40 years ago in which we will not be decorating together for Christmas. Yesterday I helped him do a little tree for his room at Liberman. Today I did the condo. Much reduced in decorations, new arrangements, new places help to make it feel like "here and now." The past is past, the future not here yet, today is all we really have. I am working at making my Christmas full and meaningful for today!